Half Hour

I walk around for one half hour
四处闲逛了半个小时
My thinking's clear at night
我的思绪也安栖在了夜色中
In all the walls I think I hear you
四壁回响 仿若又听见你话音
Soothing all the time
一直自我安慰着
I've been let off of work today
今天的工作让我精疲力竭
But all my plans are flakes
但我的计划如雪花满飘
You're scared and it's feels unfair
你惶恐不安 心怀不甘
But maybe I'll be brave
但也许我会鼓足勇气
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻 我想我才会需要你
When I've got no one on my side
直到我众叛亲离 挚友尽散之时
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I need to
当我只需回溯过往
Get back when I see through lies
当我看穿你的拙劣谎言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至泪如雨下
Then laugh for hours
转而又狂笑自己为爱犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀两断
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye
当我离你而去 不会有郑重的告别
I never found a stead refusal
我从不会寻找借口婉言拒绝
Like gritted through my teeth
欲言又止并非我的风格
You give me time for when I'm sinking
我摇曳欲沉时你给我时间
When I fail to please
当我失败祈求之时
Fighting off your lack of prowess
竭力排斥你的怯懦
You smell like cigarettes
你身上淡淡烟草味道
Reminded me of what you withdrew
提醒着我你曾舍弃的种种
When I hitched my bets
当我紧握着赌注
Slow down
慢下步伐
Show me what you've seen
展现我你所目见之物
No I can't think of you
不 我不能再去想起你
I'll only stay so you'll feel ok
你若感觉不坏 我才甘愿停留
But maybe I should move
但也许我不应该再深陷于过往
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻 我想我才会需要你
When I've got no one on my side
直到我众叛亲离 挚友尽散之时
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I need to
当我只需回溯过往
Get back when I see through lies
当我看穿你的拙劣谎言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至泪如雨下
Then laugh for hours
转而又狂笑自己为爱犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀两断
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye
当我离你而去 不会有郑重的告别
Look you say
看着你说道
We gotta stay warm
我们要保持温暖
Well gotta stay calm
也要保持冷静
Oh embrace
那就拥抱吧
You got me but I can't tell if you are trying or not
你已得到了我 但我不能断言你已身心投入
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻 我想我才会需要你
When I've got no one on my side
直到我众叛亲离 挚友尽散之时
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I need to
当我只需回溯过往
Get back when I see through lies
当我看穿你的拙劣谎言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至泪如雨下
Then laugh for hours
转而又狂笑自己为爱犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀两断
I think about it all the time
我一直这么以为
When I leave you it won't be a clean goodbye
当我离你而去 不会有郑重的告别