Breaking Now

I just don't care
我只是不在乎
Don't care anymore
不在乎了
I just don't care anymore
我再也不在乎了
And I can't pretend
我无法否认
I haven't been here before
我以前来过的痕迹
And haven't seen the end
无法看到的结局
I sometimes hope for a cure
有时候我也向往理想之地
I'm just lost within
迷失于此的内心
I just don't care anymore
我已经一无所有了
Why can't I win
为什么我保护不了重要之人
I open my eyes and these lies
这一切都是谎言
They breed and they feed off of me
它们在我这里生根发芽
I try to revive a design
我曾试着找回过去的轨迹
But can't see a need to agree
但似乎为时已晚
I'd hide in my mind and rewind
我在心里一遍又一遍地告诉自己
The scene or I'd flee underneath
这次我不会再退缩
But time after time I still find
但我一次又一次地发现
I bleed more for me to succeed
为了理想而牺牲的努力
It's hard to care care care
我发现我无能为力
If I'm breaking now
如果我在这里倒下了呢
Every single thing I swear
这一切的一切
Tries to take me down
都像再告诉我‘就到此为止吧’
It's hard to care care care
我无能为力
If I make it out
如果我能看到出路
Every single thought of despair
每一个困境
Tries to take me down
都在试图打倒我
I'm keeping myself alive
我想要活下去
To just live like this
就这样活着
In force myself to decide
强迫着我自己做出决定
What's my life's purpose
我存在于这个世界的意义是什么？
I'm stuck in back of the line
我行走于末尾
And behind the mix
在那混乱之后
Still trying to find what is mine
还在试图找回我的曾经，那些属于我的东西
Find where I fit
去找到适合我的地方
I open my eyes and these lies
眼前这充满谎言的世界
They breed and they feed off of me
它们从我这里繁衍生息
I try to revive a design
我尝试构建那理想之地
But can't see a need to agree
但似乎眼前的现实泼了盆冷水
I'd hide in my mind and rewind
我不断地扪心自问
The scene or I'd flee underneath
这次我还会退缩吗？
But time after time I still find
但我一次又一次地发现
I bleed more for me to succeed
这条路充满荆棘与痛苦
It's hard to care care care
强烈的忧虑渗透每一根血管
If I'm breaking now
如果我在这里倒下了
Every single thing I swear
这所有的一切
Tries to take me down
都好像在与我为敌
It's hard to care care care
一股无力感自上而下渗透每一处毛孔
If I make it out
如果能让我看到希望
Every single thought of despair
每一个绝望的想法
Tries to take me down
都在试图打倒我
All the time It's trying to break me
它一直试图击垮我
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都在试图欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
现在我发现我渴望拯救自己
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在最近，我内心深处似乎不那么在乎了
All the time It's trying to break me
它一直在试图击垮我
Every lie is trying to take me
所有的谎言都在试图欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
我发现我不甘就此堕落
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在最近，我内心深处似乎不那么在乎了
All the time It's trying to break me
它一直都在试图击垮我
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都在试图欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
我发现我不该迷失于此
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在内心深处，我最近却不那么在乎了
All the time It's trying to break me
它一直在试图击垮我
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都在试图欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
我发现我不该迷失于此
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在内心深处，我最近却不那么在乎了
It's hard to care care care
强烈的忧愁萦绕心头
If I'm breaking now
似乎马上就要崩溃
Every single thing I swear
这一切的一切
Tries to take me down
都在试图阻扰我
It's hard to care care care
我无能为力
If I make it out
如果能让我看到希望
Every single thought of despair
每一个令人绝望的想法
Tries to take me down
都一直萦绕在身侧
All the time It's trying to break me
如影随形
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都想欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
我发现我想拯救自己
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在内心深处，我最近却不那么在乎了
All the time It's trying to break me
它一直在试图击垮我
Every lie is trying to take me
每一个谎言都试图欺骗我
Now I find I'm dying to save me
我发现我不该迷失于此
But down inside I care a little less lately
但在内心深处，我最近却不那么在乎了