Cold Showers

Laying in your car when the lights go low
一灯如豆 此刻我躺在你的车中
Dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder
黑暗中的我一人兀自起舞
And I don't even know what you came here for
而我甚至不明白你为何来到我身边
All I know is I just want you closer
我只知晓 我想要你再靠近一分

但这些想法都只停留在脑海
Yeah but it's all in my head
我再次搞砸了完美的时机
Yeah I made a mess again
我是那最后出门只因不敢与你一同的人
Yeah I'm just the last one going out the door without you
我用冷水一次次浇醒自己 只为明白我已不再与你一同

我与他人结伴而行 只为表现得我对你毫无留恋
I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
但我无法强撑伪装将你放走
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
我痛恨那个将你过去给予我一切无情退还的自我
I can't pretend I won't give in
当我知道一切都已没有可能
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
我厌恨这一切的结果
When I know that it's over
只因你无力理解我做出的种种妥协努力

或许现在我过得一团糟 但上帝明白
I'm starting to hate how this all played out
我将付出一切证明自己
Cause you don't understand that I am trying
但这些想法都只停留在脑海
Maybe I'm a mess and God knows how
我再次搞砸了完美的时机
I'd do anything to justify it
或许这便是我应最后一次见到你的时候

我用冷水一次次浇醒自己 只为明白我已不再与你一同
Yeah but it's all in my head
我与他人结伴而行 只为表现得我对你毫无留恋
Yeah I made a mess again
但我无法强撑伪装将你放走
Yeah I'm just the last one seeing you for what I should be
我痛恨那个将你过去给予我一切无情退还的自我

当我知道一切都已没有可能
I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
我用冷水一次次浇醒自己 只为明白我已不再与你一同
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
我与他人结伴而行 只为表现得我对你毫无留恋
I can't pretend I won't give in
但我无法强撑伪装将你放走
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
我痛恨那个将你过去给予我一切无情退还的自我
When I know that it's over
当我知道一切都已然结束

I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
I can't pretend I won't give in
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
When I know that it's over