why, or why not

To get my happiness I had done everything,
为了得到幸福我尽力而为
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
但未曾做出任何罪恶之举
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
每日身后足音愈发地沈重
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
使我察觉到我已时日无多

我信仰著生活以保持自我
I was a believer in life to be myself always,
并探索著我是否能够生存
and was asking whether I would be alive.
告诉我为何不能选择走这条道路

为何用无可饶恕的罪责量我以刑
Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
告诉我为何命运的歧路如此繁多
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
也许我一直忽略了致命的什么
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
整个世界停滞于完全的寂静
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
我被恶意的怜悯所束缚

那无声的警告与日俱增
The whole world was at a complete standstill,
我却总是假装充耳不闻
and I was in fetters,at the mercy of the mob.
它的意义早就已为旁人所知
The silent warning became louder every day.
在我发现真相前已堕入黑暗
Then I kept pretending not to hear.
在无谓的悲剧中你究竟追寻些什么？

你只需诚实地面对自己和你的命运
Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
告诉我为何命运的歧路如此繁多
It had grown dark before I found a sign.
也许我一直忽略了将我抹杀的什么

无人得知此处将无人生还
"Among the nonsense tragedies,what on earth you are looking for?
除我之外的世界日趋疯狂

那么你将要拒绝的饶恕是什么？
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
你将会带来的幸福又是什么？

此如何？彼又如何？请不要来打扰我
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
在我还能控制自己的时候
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me,all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me,oh please

while I am interrupting myself.