I'm Not Okay (feat. Meija)

Shit that really hurt
But I'll brush it off
Push it off til the next one
Moving on `til it comes up in therapy in a couple of years
It messed with my confidence
But I'm acting like it's not a thing
Not so good at being tough
It still comes up in everything
I'm just trying to hold onto it
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space, but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay
Not sure that I'm okay
Some days can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay
Tired of keeping up
I'll blame it on the chemicals
I wanna let go of it
I wanna be an animal
Bloody lip like I just had a fight
Face the horror, show me what it's like
'Cause I'm just trying to hold on it
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay
Not sure that I'm okay
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay
Someday my brain's
Gonna lose it and I'll fall
In space but I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Now I'm up against the wall
Not sure that I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay
Some days, can't fake
Not sure that I'm okay