Actin'

I know what I told you bout last night
didn’t wanna make you mad
Cause the lie feels better when you act like
truth wont make things last
We both get tired of us acting like
We’re picture made perfect for the cam
You don’t think twice when you analyze
I’m tryna do the best I can
I made mistakes and you knew
I was out late with the crew
really was ****ing your boo
than I was ****ing you too
I made it home when you snoozed
I kept it straight with the troops
Feeling real guilty with you
I went and broke all your rules
I got habits
You can’t imagine
I been fighting demons
they have been winning
Feels like a legion
I need a guardian
Save me from the hardship
I can be honest
Don’t push me over the edge
I’m seeing blessings flying over my head
And your suppose to be holding me down
Not watch me burn to the ground
I’m putting things to rest
Didn’t wanna make you mad
But the truth won’t makes things last
Putting things to rest
Tryna do my best
Let love run it’s course
If you love me
then how can I know it?
Without the mistakes
I’ve been showing..
I been needing your grace
In the morning
No condition
is what made us last
We can leave
all our hurt in the past
Built a house on a brick
Not a glass
You don’t got no more stones
You can cast
I got habits
You can’t imagine
I been fighting demons
they have been winning
Feels like a legion
I need a guardian
Save me from the hardship
I can be honest