(i need somebody save me)
我需要谁来拯救
(lately I ve been losing myself)
我丢失了我自己
(still in my consciousness)
但还在意识里
(cuz I know)
我明白
(Life is a mess)
生活就是一场悲剧
I know the life is like a f***ing game
我明白人生是一场游戏
i have to make a compromise to play it
我必须签订协议去玩
I drink too much I can't be sober anymore
我酗酒到不再清醒
I gonna lose my dream to wake up
我想永远沉浸在酒精给我的梦境
I feel so cold I drown myself into the sea
我很冷 所以跃入大海取暖
I made a decision to sleep my whole life
想沉眠于海睡过我的人生
I try my best to fix my life but I
我倾其所有只为了变好一点
can't stop things being so f***ed up
但事与愿违
it's been a f***ing chaos
已经是一团糟了
I cannot stand it more
快到临界点
why should I live on
还有必要么
life's not a fairy tale
这不是童话故事
my dream is being f***ing fraud
梦想家都是骗子
It's not my intention to be so pessimistic
悲观并非我的本意
i got no chances to make up my own mistake
我没有机会去改正我犯下的错
i ain't pay no price for my life being tragic
我不会为此付出代价
i am sorry, being negative
对不起 我承认我负能
but not pathetic
但不需要任何同情
im on the boat
我坐于孤舟
floating on the ice road
在冰路航行
i ve been losing hope
我失去希望
and i feeling ice cold
心如冰雪
u ready yo
我做好准备
end up being psycho
变成疯子
IDGAF now
我摆烂了
last supper
把每一刻
every dinner
当作生命的最后一刻
wanna join me MTFKs
又有谁能做到
a lot of memory
很多很多回忆
still in my head can't go away
在我脑海中停留许久
walk in the gallery
过往片段陈列在回廊
feel my past like a movie
它们就像电影在放映
set me free
自由吧
I don't need u by my side
我不需要你的陪伴
girl get away
再见
we used to luv deeply
我们曾深爱
now you hate me
却由爱生恨
I ve been filling water
我曾尝试用水灌满
in a broken glass
一个破碎的玻璃
never had a chance
从来都没有意识到问题
to wake up
尝试停下
I am asking the god
我问神明
for an answer
为什么
I dont need ur help
我要的不是你的答复
but confession
而是忏悔
i need somebody save me
我需要拯救么
lately I ve been losing myself
可能我丢了自己吧
I can stop them from being hate me
我无法停止仇恨
lead me to the end of the road
那就继续恨下去
let me get rid of this
让我离开
f***ing mundane s***
这个荒谬 腐烂 垃圾遍地的世俗
im feeling abandoned
我感到孤独
not anymore
现在不会了
Prod. Young Taylor
Mix&Master. sunmsyon/Patryk X
Pessimist