Heavy (prod. by killedmyself)

When did everything gets so heavy
从何时开始我们之间一切变得如此沉重
Tell me do you wish you've never met me
你告诉我你是否希望你从未遇见过我
Cause I wish I've never met me
因为我未曾对自己透彻心扉
Guide me now
请你现在指引我
I am all tied up
我已被这一切所束缚着
I know you never care so I just shut up
我知道你对我冷若冰霜 所以我只好寡言以待
I adore you I just needed love
我很喜欢你 我也只是需要你一丝温存的爱
Just giving one hell start
可你却给予了一个噩梦的开始
I feel so heavy
你爱我的那种方式
The way you love me
已使我疲惫不堪
I can love cause I feel that you won't love me
我会坚定着爱你 但我知道你不会爱我
I need a change
我需要改变
I feel so strange now
这一切都是那么的陌生
Everyone looks at me like im drown in
每个人看着我就像我已沉痼自若
In spiring rain
站在那场春雨中
I feel so heavy the way you love me
你爱我的那种方式以使我疲惫不堪
I feel so heavy
我感觉是那么萎靡不振
No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy
我现在已不能呼吸 我不能呼吸 这一切都太沉重
Obviously, I would be completely lying if I didn't say it
很明显 我如果不说出来 我自始自终都在说谎
This is for really really really hard for me and I'm hurting a lot
这对于我来说一切都是那么的难以开口 我也被伤遍体鳞伤
I'm just I'm just really hurting
我只是被伤害的太深 太深
But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying
但是哪些伤害都来源于我们曾经的欢声笑语 但对那些向隅而泣的人实在带来了太深的伤害
But there is a lot of joy that comes with this
但是曾经的很多愉悦伴随着这场失声痛哭而深贻殆尽