Im not okay

I love you
我爱你
You... complete me
你让我的心觉得完整
And I just...
我只是
Shut up
不想说话了
Shut your mouth, i don't want to fucxin breathe now
我喘息不过来了
All these people on my back, i'm getting weighed down
我已喘不过气来顾的上我身后的人了
My future is falling to the floor, i'm getting worried now
我的未来碎了一地 我近乎崩溃
Will i make it in this game or will i fucxin drown?
我将如何涉入或逃离这种生活
I can't fucxing sleep
我没有理由睡得安稳
I can't fucxing breathe
我喘息不过来
All these pills are on my mind, now i'm in this deep
吃下安眠药 于是我可以睡了
Finally passed out on the floor from all this codeine
过量摄入的可待因让我晕过去了
She be screaming i want more until she fucx me
和她上床后我还想要更多
Life's a bitter mess
生活现在一团糟
When you are depressed
当你压抑了
All these demons in my head i'm feeling possessed
恶魔侵入我心
I got problems with these woman, yeah i'm obsessed
我和那个女人情感上出了问题 我很困扰
Every day i'm working hard creating progress
我每日忙碌于努力工作
Shut up
别说了
You had me at "hello"
那天你的一句“你好”我就已经沦陷了
You had me at "hello"
那天你的一句“你好”我就已经沦陷了
When i wake up and i know you're on my fucxing mind
从我每天醒来 你就已经在我的脑中
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucxing time
我无法面对你 尽管你无情的夺走我的时间
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fucxin life
我吃药来解脱苦痛
I say i'm good and she know it's a fucxing lie
我说我很好 她知道我在骗人
Will they ever listen to me?
有人曾关心过我的冷暖么？
You wanna lead and i wanna leave
你想与我走向未来 我想尽早离开
You wanna feel like you're fucxin free
你想要自由
Well here you go, baby take my sleep
那就走吧 宝贝 睡吧
When i wake up and i know you're on my fucxing mind
从我每天醒来 你就已经在我的脑中
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucxing time
我无法面对你 尽管你无情的夺走我的时间
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fucxin life
我吃药来解脱苦痛
I say i'm good and she know it's a fucxing lie
我说我很好 她也知道我在骗人