SOBER

I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
Im always so hungover, its alot
And I know I should quit
But its so hard to admit
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
I wish that I could put you down
But all I wanna do is drown
I hate the way you make me feel
But youre the only way that I can deal
With all my past mistakes
You help me just escape
I wish that I could put you down
But all I wanna do is drown
I dont know how I would survive
Without you in my life
Maybe Im not not alright
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
Im always so hungover, its alot
And I know I should quit
But its so hard to admit
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
Sometimes I have to ask myself
Why I put myself through hell
Dependency is so, so cruel
It pushes me to break all rules
Like dont give in to that
When youre upset or sad
But honestly, Im not that strong
I just wanna know
Where I went wrong
I dont know how I would survive
Without you in my life
Maybe Im not alright
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
Im always so hungover, its alot
And I know I should quit
But its so hard to admit
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
I wanna say Im sober, but Im not
Yeah, Im not（×3）
And I know I should quit
But its so hard to admit
I wanna say Im sober
But Im not