if i die

Imma mind my own business
我該想想我的生意
**** my feelings
但思緒一片混亂
And I'm sad and she sad too
我很難受她也是
If I die then I had to
如果我死掉我會的
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyy?)
我的生活會變好還是壞？又能如何？
And god damn (god damn)
該死的
I dont wanna write no list
我根本不想列什麼清單（給他人留遺言）
I dont wanna **** my wrist, god damn (god damn)
我不想
Took it all the way
快把這種想法趕走
Took it all the way
快讓它走
It goes away
它離開了
Then it comes back again
但它還會再回來的
Damn, I guess you lost another friend (another)
艹，我猜你又失去一個朋友了
Talking about it like
談論死亡就好像
It's a god damn choice (it aint a choice)
我必須這樣（那不是能選的）
Keep on * ****** talking imma shut your voice
如果你再講我就讓你發不出聲
Cause I rock designer, dont mean Im Gucci
我是個搖滾設計師不代表我能設計古奇
You would know if you ******* knew me
你該知道你對我屁都不知
She said 'Let them talk, it goes right through me'
她說：“隨便他們講會變好的”
I dont know if she said that truly
我不知道該不該相信她
Hello, you dont gotta lie
嘿，你還沒死
And I know its hard sometimes
我知道有時候是挺難的
How can they think that we don't try
他們就是覺得我沒有努力
Even though we tell them
即使是我告訴了他們
And i'm sad and she sad too
我很難受她也是
If I die then I had to
如果我死掉我會的
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyy?)
我的生活會變好還是壞？又能如何？
And im sad and she sad too
我很難受她也是
If I die then I had to
如果我死掉我會的
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyy?)
我的生活會變好還是壞？又能如何？
And I tip-toe back to the darkness
我會一步步邁入深淵的
I don’t want this
我也不想的
What the **** is it you not get?
你還是沒懂
I dont really wanna talk it out (yeah)
我不想再說了
I just really wanna walk it out
我只想就這麼走
Imma mind my own business
我該想想我的生意
But my feelings slowly killing
但是我的思緒被慢慢扼殺了
They be drilling into my head
他們在我腦中鑽了一個洞
You dont wanna come and see it, you dont
你不會想來看的你不會的
Are you the same that I was blessed?
在我受傷時你也會心痛嗎
Then now I feel like I'm too stressed
現在我覺得我壓力太大了
To live my life, I think its over
現在的生活我覺得該結束了
Yeah, yeaaah
是啊，哈哈
And Im sad and she sad too
我很難受她也是
If I die then I had to
如果我死掉我會的
My life Is turned upside-down, like why? (whyyy?)
我的生活會變好還是壞？又能如何？
And Im sad and she sad too
我很難受她也是
If I die then I had to
如果我死掉我會的
My life Is turned upside-down, like why?
我的生活會變好還是壞？去