Once, i was a young boy
曾經的我是一個
Everybody hated
人人討厭的男孩
I cried so many times
哭了好多好多次
I felt i was forsaken
感覺自己是被棄的孩子
I dont understand why people have to hurt
我不理解為什麼人們要去傷害
A little grain of sand
我是一粒沙
In this f***ing big world
飄在這世界
Then i grew up in a mess
混亂中長大
Trying to impress
嘗試著留下一點印象
My love, my pride, my little distress
我的愛我的驕傲和我小小的痛苦
I tried to be someone that i dont wanna be
嘗試著成為自己不想成為的他人
I ended up with someone im not supposed to be
栽在不合意的人手裡
I can feel, I can hurt
我有感覺也會受傷
I can even fall in love
甚至墜入愛河
Im okey with what i am
我和真實的自己相處得挺好
Im not okey with how it hurts
但我承受不了因此受到的傷害
I dont wanna disappear in a lifeless fantasy
我不想消失在無盡的幻想中
I just wanna live a life full of happy memories
只是想要充滿美好回憶的人生
I can cry, I can laugh
我會哭也會笑
I can even try to hide
甚至隱藏感情
My mistakes, my own mind
我會犯錯也有自己的思想
All the things you have in mind
你有的感覺我一個都不少
Im sorry but i have to
很抱歉不得不
Have to get away
我不得不離開
Far away from you
遠遠得躲著你
This is our last day
這是你我的結尾
Its not about you
不關於你
Its not about us
不關於我們
Its all about everything that happened before us
是關於發生在我們之前的一切
Its not about you
不關於你
Its not about us
不關於我們
Its all about everything that happened before us
是關於發生在我們之前的一切
You ask me why my hands are so cold
你問我為何雙手冰冷
Said baby i don't know if i'mma grow old i
我說我不知道自己是否要變老
Feel vacant space inside
我感到了內心的空虛
And despite all the lies
蔑視所有謊言
I see a version of my life
我看到了我人生的另一個版本
With you always here by my side i
你一直在我身邊
I could see it now (see it now)
現在就能看到
I could breathe you out (breathe you out)
我會將你呼吸
There's a couple secrets that i hide
心裡藏有秘密
A couple skeletons
一對骨架
Scratching at my bed at night
夜晚在床下抓撓
A couple reasons why i can't pick up the phone till three
我為什麼不能在凌晨三點接電話的原因
A couple reasons why i understand u leaving me
我為什麼理解你離開我的原因
But i could stay until the morning
我待到早上
Fall apart this evening
在夜晚崩潰
Ask me where i'm leaving
問我要去哪裡
Always so deceiving
滿口謊言
Ask me what's wrong
問我心有何憂
Always brush you off and lie
總是敷衍的謊
I'm the reason for it
我是這一切的原因
But i **** in hate to see you cry
但我真他媽不想見你哭
Its not about you
不怪你
Its not about us
不怪我們
Its all about everything that happened before us
是關於發生在我們之前的一切
Its not about you
不怪你
Its not about us
不怪我們
Its all about everything that happened before us
只怪過去發生的一切
Its not about you
不怪你
Its not about us
不怪我們
Its not about us
不怪我們
before us