the venom inside

The venom inside
Turned me into the enemy
Turned into what I have
My apathy got the best of me
Blood boiled and lost my way

I never thought Id be the one to blame
Have to live with constant shame
Everything that I put inside
Just to feel numb

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside
Tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside

This was nothing but moral abuse
Guess I just needed something new
What could I gain from solitude
Or acting like a fool

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside
Tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside

Disconnected, apathetic
Its so pathetic to be this frantic
I need help, I need help
Like methadone for an addict

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside
Tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside