I wish i could hate you for breaking me and calling IT love

Holding my breath
Playing pretend
Acting like youll never hurt me again
Why does your love
Come with a punch
That Ill keep taking again and again
How many times will you apologize
And say that youre ready to change

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I cant love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldnt I be enough?

And sometimes I felt being
Somebody else
Cause you never cared even till the end
If only youd be
Just dead to me
But you keep on ****ing me up in the head

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I cant love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldnt I be enough?

I dont know love
From what youve done

I wish I could hate you for breaking me calling it love
I made you stay when you wanted to run
Tell you I cant love the same
Cause you threw me away
Why couldnt I be enough?