hi
嗨
i ve seen you skating
我之前看到你在滑冰
you re pretty shit.
你真的很爛
fock off.
滾開
i get these moments when i have to ile down
有時候我不得不躺下來
because everything feels sort of too much
因為周圍的一切讓我喘不過氣
and i look up and see the blue, or the grey, or the black,
我會抬頭看著不知是藍色還是灰色還是黑色的天
and i feel myself melting into it.
好似自己置身其中
and, for like a split second, i feel free
有那麼一剎那我感覺無拘無束了
and happy
並且快樂
innocent
無憂無慮
like a dog like a alien
想一隻狗或是外星人
or a baby.
也可以說像小寶寶
i can t go home like ever
我回不了家了永遠回不了
you can.
你可以回
i don t want to.
我不想回
do you want me?
你想要我嗎
what dog you want me, or do you just go along with things?
什麼你是想要我還是你只是任由事情發展
i want you.
我想要你
sometimes, everything is sunddenly really simple.
有時候一切突然之間都簡單了起來
it s like everything shifts in a moment.
彷彿一切都在一瞬間被顛倒了
and you step out of your body.
你離開了自己的身軀
out of your life.
置身於自己的生活之外
you step out and you see where you are, really clearly.
你置身事外真正看清了自己身處何處
you see yourself...
你看清了自己
and you think...
你思考著
f thiis shit
去他m 的
liar f u
騙子,去死吧
i tended not to feel things.
我習慣沒有感情
for a long time. i was good at it.
很長一段時間我都擅長這樣
good at feeling absolutely nothing.
擅長對任何事不動感情
i didin t even have to try.
我甚至不必為此努力
i just didn t.
我就是不懂感情
hey hey
嗨嗨
i lost the money.
我把錢包弄丟了
i didn t come back for the money.
我不是為了錢回來的
i m sorry i left you.
很抱歉拋下你
i m sorry i killed him.
很抱歉殺了他
i wont leave you again.
我再也不會離開你了
ok.
好