scare myself

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one
I dont know who theyre running from
Biting my lips until they bleed
[?] living life with me
Cause Im scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that Im dreaming and Im already dead
And Im terrified of the shadows that follow me home
Afraid that theyll get me when Im all alone
Look in the mirror, I see someone else
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Aint it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
Whats it gonna be today?
Am I gonna cause me pain?
Ill be damned, sometimes I even scare myself
Leave me all alone with the voices
End up in the wrong kind of places
Every days a dark situation
Trying not to hoop with the poison
Peep my face cause the real me is pointless
No one else, just the real me to pieces
Lose my mind cause I dont wanna keep it
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Aint it kinda funny how (Aint it kinda funny how)
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
Whats it gonna be today? (Whats it gonna be today?)
Am I gonna cause me pain?
Ill be damned (Ill be damned), sometimes I even scare myself
Cause Im scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that Im dreaming and Im already dead
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Aint it kinda funny how (Aint it kinda funny how)
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
Whats it gonna be today? (Whats it gonna be today?)
Am I gonna cause me pain?
Ill be damned (Ill be damned), sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself