reflections

Fu*ked up, learned some lessons
Had my momma stressin
Stuck behind a wall
Was a troubled adolescent

Couldnt make the right decision
Usin everybodys method
If used it, I perfect it
Bitch I thought, now Im arrested
And the ones that had my back, I gotta start to second guess em
Niggas call my bitch they sis but when Im gone, her name Alexis
Press the issue, start compressin
Im ready to disrespect em
The Churchill gon send the message
Big hole inside of your chest, bitch
Savin money for the studio but that left with the haste
My daughter b-day coming up I didnt have a place to stay
Couldnt even throw a party, hell I could barely buy a cake
Glad I had the EBT, almost ruined my babys day

Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain
Calls up mama on that saying sorry couldnt pay
Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but its too late
Facin all these demons, its reflections in my face, yeah
Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain
Calls up mama on that sayin sorry couldnt pay
Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but its too late
Facin all these demons its reflections in my face, yeah

Being broke is mindset
Grew up on the concept
Shelter was my home but it was better than the projects
Tried to play sports but I could never be a prospect
Had to get my GED because I was convict
Fu*ked up
Had to pick my nuts up
A black man with a record, employers would never trust us
Couldnt find a job
No money to ride the bus, bruh
I had no damn direction, my mind was stuck in a fluster
Had to move the big bags
Mask up for the quick grabs
Michael Jordan on the waist, 45 yeah, I grip that
Didnt know it had kick back
Dropped at first , didnt hit jack
Glad my niggas had me or I would been seen pitch black

Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain
Calls up mama on that sayin sorry , couldnt pay
Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but its too late
Facin all these demons its reflections in my face, yeah
Been there, did this, did that nigga, I seen so much pain
Calls up mama on that sayin sorry, couldnt pay
Woulda, shoulda, coulda, might just work but its too late
Facin all these demons its reflections in my face