Emo Lullaby :'(

I could talk to the wall
我能夠面壁自語
Least that's what they'd tell me
至少他們告訴我
Never liked silence too much
我不願寂寞獨處
It tends to scare me
這常常把我嚇壞
Now we're talking 'bout my parents
現在我同你聊起我的父母
And my extended family
還談論起我的那些親戚們
It's all spilling out
我開始口無遮攔
Sorry for oversharing
抱歉全讓你知曉

I've been painting the walls
我寧願去粉刷牆壁
And it's making me dizzy
熏得自己頭暈目眩
Haven't called my friends in a while
許久未同摯友聯繫
Wonder if they miss me
想著他們是否想我
Wrote my feelings on the ceiling
天花板上寫下念想
Find it in the morning
到清晨我方才發覺
Can't ignore it now
現在已經無法忽視
Sorry for oversharing
抱歉我的口無遮攔

Sleeping in the backyard
在後院裡昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
夢裡彷彿看見邁克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然驚醒
It's just a cycle, go back to sleep
循環罷了繼續躺下

Sometimes I wish I could scream
有時我想要叫出聲
When no one else is listening
在四下無人的時候
I remember being thirteen
我仍記得十三歲時
Man, that shit was heavy
拋下我離開的渣男
Now I'm talking to somebody
現在我正在和那個
That I'm paying once a week
一周一付的人聊天
I'm relearning how to breathe
我好似重學著呼吸
At the age of 23
在二十三歲的年華

Sleeping in the backyard
在後院裡昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
夢裡彷彿看見邁克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然驚醒
It's just a cycle, go back to sleep
循環罷了繼續躺下
Sleeping in the backyard
在後院裡昏沉睡去
Thought I saw Michael in my dreams
夢裡彷彿看見邁克
Wake up under black stars
黑星之下猛然驚醒
It's just a cycle, go back to sleep
循環罷了繼續躺下

I could talk to the wall
我能夠面壁自語
Least that's what they’d tell me
至少他們告訴我
Never liked silence too much
我不願寂寞獨處