does it really matter?

I dont think you understand
I feel lonely in the crowd
And I dont know why Im like this
But I rather be just by myself
Yeah I made excuses just to get away
I tell you maybe when I know Ill stay
I make plans with myself cause Im scared to go out
All of my friends they dont call me no more
I guess they are tired of me saying no
All I need was space and time
But does it really matter if Im staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if Im sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby, Im falling
Down again
I dont think you know me well
I dont think I know myself
Smile when the cameras out
But honestly thats someone else
And every party, oh its way too loud
Hate all these bottles that I cant pronounce
I dont know what I want but it probably isnt this
I guess l should learn but I never do
Cause I always end up back in my room
Cause what I needed was just space and time
But does it really matter if Im staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if Im sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby, Im falling
Down again