EVEN THOUGH IM DEPRESSED
Stay patient
保持著耐心
All I have to do is stay patient (Patient)
我所需要的就是耐心等待著
Lifes changing
試圖生活的改變
So I might have to make some rearrangements
所以我可能需要重新安排一下
I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then Im lifeless
我擲起了骰子,感覺自己充滿了活力,隨後卻沒了生氣
And I dont like it
其實我並不喜歡這樣
But honestly, the irony is priceless cause
但老實說，具有諷刺的意味是無價寶藏的原因
Im caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那層圍欄止擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
現在的我要么快樂,要么希望自己死了
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一團糟糕
I kinda like it even though Im depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
即使它令我沮喪,但我卻有點喜歡上了它
Im caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那堵牆阻擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
現在我要么快樂,要么希望自己死了
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一團糟糕
I ******* love it even though Im depressed
雖然它令我沉淪在痛苦之中，但我感覺愛上了它
(I ******* love it even though Im depressed)
(我愛它，即使它令我感到傷痛)
Only call it a living cause Im still alive
就當這是生活的一部分吧，因為我確信我還活著
Only open up the doors if theyre suicide , yeah
只有當他們時門才會被打開
Im anxious to my core but Im doing fine
這讓我來產生焦慮，但我做得的確夠好
Try to keep my distance from the law
盡量與法律保持著邊際距離
Keep my peace of mind, yeah
保持我內心的平靜，是的
You cant change in a day
你不可能在一天內改變一切
So I spend every second taking care of my brain
所以我每時每刻每分每秒都在照顧我的大腦
I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains
我可以用鑽石和鎖鏈來填補所有的空虛
And if you wanna get to steppin, youll get punched in the face
如果你想進一往無前，你的臉會被挨上一拳
But its alright
但沒關係
Im caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那層圍欄止擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
現在的我要么快樂,要么死去
My life is a mess (A mess )
我的生活一團糟
I kinda like it even though Im depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
即使它令我感到絕望,但我還是喜歡它
Im caught on the fence ( The fence)
我被圍欄阻止擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
現在的我要么開心到死,要么現在就死
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活滿目瘡痍
I ******* love it even though Im depressed
我有點喜歡它，即使我很沮喪
Well, even though Im depressed, Im not sorry
好吧,即使我很沮喪，我也並不後悔
I dont wanna leave this bed at all
我根本不想離開這張床
Ive got a brick on my chest
我的胸前有一塊沉重的磚頭
And hell is gripping my legs
地獄正緊緊抓住我的腿
And theres a demon, hes ten foot tall
那兒還有一個惡魔，他有十英尺高
But honestly, he doesnt seem like much of a threat
但老實說，他看起來並不像是什麼威脅
Im caught on the fence (The fence)
我被現實阻擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
我感覺不到高興,希望我自己快點死去
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一片混亂
I kinda like it even though Im depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
它對我有些殘酷,但我還是喜歡它
Im caught on the fence (The fence)
我被世界阻擋住了
Im either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
現在的我已經麻木,希望我已經死去
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的世界早已破碎
I ******* love it even though Im depressed (Yeah, oh)
我踏馬愛它,即使它讓我痛徹心扉