wondering (from highschool musical: the musical: the seriesA上了一年 & NI你piano version)

Seems like a part of me will always have to lose
部分的我似乎注定迷失
Every single time I have to choose
每當我陷入選擇的困境
Swore that it felt right but was I wrong
我自詡正確但要是錯了呢
Is this where I'm supposed to be at all
這還會是我應處之地嗎
I don't have the answers, not today
時至今日我仍沒有答案
It's like nothing makes the questions go away
好像沒有什麼能讓我的困惑消散
What I'd give to see
我想知道
If the grass was greener
鄰家芳草是否真的更綠
On the other side of all I've had and lost
若我擁有了我所失去的
Would it be enough
我會滿足嗎
Or would I still be wondering
還是依舊疑慮
If I could go back and change the past
如果我能重返過去
Be a little braver than I had
變得更加勇敢
And bet against the odds
再孤注一擲
Would I still be lost
還會這樣迷茫嗎
Even if I woke up in my dreams
即使我在夢中醒來
Would there still be something I'm missing
還會悵然若失嗎
If I had everything
哪怕我擁有了一切
Would it mean anything
又會有什麼意義
May be I should turn around and take the other road
也許我應該重新作出不同的選擇
Or maybe I'm just looking for what I already know
又或許我僅在追尋我已知的答案
I'm just wondering
我只是忍不住懷疑
Feels like I might have broke the best thing that I had
感覺我已經打碎了人生中最美好的東西
I said too much to ever take it back
話說太多覆水難收
I'm scared I'll never find something as good
害怕著永遠再找不到這般的美好
And would I even know it if I could
但即使找到了我能發現嗎
If I could go back and change the past
如果我能重返過去
Be a little braver than I had
變得更加勇敢
And bet against the odds
再孤注一擲
Would I still be lost
還會這樣迷茫嗎
Even if I woke up in my dreams
即使我在夢中醒來
Would there still be something I'm missing
還會悵然若失嗎
If I had everything
哪怕我擁有了一切
Would it mean anything
又會對我有多大的
To me
意義呢