Alyssa Interlude

Sometimes you have to get all the
有時你需要經歷一切
All the crap out the way before
一切糟糕的事後
You hit the good stuff and youre like
才能讓事情變得好一些就像
'OK, Im getting good stuff now'
'嗯，我終於好起來了'
But, um, uh, I had a bi-
但是，嗯，呃，我曾有–
I mean, the stuff I write about
我是說，我曾寫的一些東西
What do I really write about
我寫過的那些
Ive got my weed songs
那些毒品的歌
And all my songs about my boy
那些所有關於我男
Uh, my ex-boyfriend, George
呃，我前男友，喬治
Songs about relationships that
那些關於感情的歌
Are kinda doomed from the start
從開始就注定是要失敗的
You know, songs about
你懂的，那些歌關於
When I fell in love and it went wrong
一旦我陷入愛情，卻開始不對勁了
And I was so in love at the time
但我卻是那麼的投入其中
You know, I was like, and I was
你知道吧，就像
I was with someone that I was in love with
我和某人在一起，我又是那麼深愛著他
You know what I mean? We were in love
你明白嗎？我們曾相愛
You know what I mean? We were together, so
你懂的吧？我們成為彼此，所以
When it, and thats like a real drug, isnt it
而且，那像是一種真正的毒品啊，不是嗎？
So when it, when it didnt come together
所以，當我們不再在一起了
I was just like
我是真的，你懂吧？真的很痛苦
You know? It really hurt
所以我需要逃得足夠遠
But I needed enough distance from it
儘管，這變得不是我原本的意願
So it, it wasnt like raw emotion anymore
我已經逃得足夠遠，卻仍不足以讓我忘卻
But enough, not enough distance that Id forget
我是一個非常有
Im quite a self-destructive person, so I guess
自我毀滅傾向的人，所以我想
I guess if you give me some material
你能不能給我些什麼寬慰【採樣Amy Winehouse】
Raindrops on my windowsill
雨滴沾濕我的窗台
Longing for your naturesfeel
本性使我如飢似渴地思念你
Loved that song when we were kids
我們年少時都愛這首曲子
Now it makes me want you here
聽著它我多麼希望你就在身旁
Sometimes, people disappear
有時，人們突然消失
Think that was my biggest fear
這是我最害怕的事
I should have protected you
我應好好保護著你
Sometimes, I wish it would rain
有時，我希望它陰雨連綿
Sunshine, blue skies
陽光,藍天
Please go away
請離我遠一點
Sometimes, I wish it would rain
有時，我希望它陰雨連綿
The girl has found another and gone away
也許那個女孩是因找到了新歡而離去
With her went my future
她的離去讓我的未來
My life is filled with gloom
和我的世界都充滿揮散不去的陰霾
So day after day
無盡的日落月升
I stay locked up in my room
我將自己反鎖
I know to you
我知道對你來說【採樣The Temptations《I wish it would rain 》】