Better Drugs

Yep
Yeah

草草結了賬單準備離開
I pay my own bills
我想這裡也不會還有其他女孩
I don't feel like any other girl here (Yeah)
當我與他人訴說我的迷茫焦慮時
When I talk about my anxiety
卻感覺像身處在兩個世界，一切都不對
In the wrong society
我不覺得有人能夠感同身受
I don't think anyone else can relate (relate)
他們只會說我得去好好看看

就因為我看起來亂成一團嗎
They say I need therapy
也許我只是融入不了罷了
'Cause I've got no symmetry
要怎麼才能肆意呢
Maybe I just don't fit in
我要怎樣才能暢快呢

怎麼去感受
How do I feel good
也許我需要更真摯的愛
How do I feel good
還是能有真正相信的朋友
How do I feel
看著鈔票疊得再高也不為所動

但我真正想要的，渴求的
Maybe I need better love
我真正想要的，渴求的
Or better friends I can trust
只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥
I can watch the money pile up
我只想要更好的
But when I think about it
只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥
But when I think about it
我只想要更好的

早就不是1950年時代了
I just want better drugs, drugs
我非那種在廚房裡都要追求好看的人
I just want better, better
或者說看起來很搭，這些都只是選擇
I just want better drugs, drugs
而選擇把自己關在家裡保持著最後理智的
I just want better, better
就只有我嗎

也許這就是我的性格吧
It's not 1950
我從未覺得低人一等
I'm not in the kitchen tryna look pretty
為什麼會越來越糟
Or conform, that's a strategy
我只想要感受暢快
Is it just me on house arrest
要怎樣
Tryin' not to go crazy ( crazy-zy-zy-zy)
能怎樣

應該怎樣
Maybe it's my character
也許我需要更真摯的愛
I don't feel inferior
還是能有真正相信的朋友
Why does that make it worse?
看著鈔票疊得再高也不為所動

但我真正想要的，渴求的
I just want wanna feel good
我真正想要的，渴求的
How do I
只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥
How do I
我只想要更好的
How do I
只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥

我只想要更好的
Maybe I need better love
也許我需要更真摯的愛
Or better friends I can trust
還是能有真正相信的朋友
I can watch the money pile up
看著鈔票疊得再高也不為所動
But when I think about it
但我真正想要的，渴求的
But when I think about it
我真正想要的，渴求的

我想要的只不過是
I just want better drugs, drugs
肆意
I just want better, better
暢快
I just want better drugs, drugs
我想要的只不過是
I just want better , better
肆意

暢快
Maybe I need better love
僅此而已
Or better friends I can trust
我只想要肆意暢快
I can watch the money pile up
我只想要肆意暢快
But when I think about it
我只想要肆意暢快
But when I think about it
我只想要肆意暢快

為什麼不能肆意暢快
I just want better-
我只想
Feel good
也許我需要更真摯的愛
Feel good
還是能有真正相信的朋友
I just want it
看著鈔票疊得再高也不為所動
Feel good
但我真正想要的，渴求的
Feel good
我真正想要的，渴求的
I just want it
我想要的只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥

我只想要更好的
I just wanna feel good
我想要的只是能讓我忘卻煩惱的藥
I just wanna feel good
我只想要更好的
I just wanna feel good
I just wanna feel good
Why can't I feel good
I just wanna

Maybe I need better love
Or better friends I can trust
I can watch the money pile up
But when I think about it
But when I think about it

I just want better drugs, drugs
I just want better, better
I just want better drugs, drugs
I just want better, better