Gethsemane (I only want to say)

I only want to say,
我只想敘說
If there is a way,
如果存在那麼一條路
Take this cup away from me
將這杯子遠離我
For I don't want to taste its poison.
因為我不想嘗它的毒
Feel it burn me,
它讓我燃燒撕裂
I have changed.
我已經改變了想法
I'm not as sure, as when we started.
當一切開始時我有些許猶豫
Then, I was inspired.
雖然我浴火重生
Now , I'm sad and tired.
聽著，的確我已經脫胎換骨
Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations,
困頓三年恍若三十年頭
Tried for three years, seems like thirty.
你能從其他人那兒了解我嗎
Could you ask as much from any other man?
但如果我就此逝去
But if I die,
傳頌我的事蹟宣揚我的信仰
See the saga through and do the things you ask of me,
讓他們恨我，痛斥我，傷害我，將我釘在他們的木架上
Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree.
請告訴我，我想知道，上帝
I'd want to know, want to know, My God,
請告訴我，我想知道，上帝
Want to know, want to know, My God,
想知道，我渴望知道，上帝
Want to see, I'd want to see, My God,
為什麼該我死
Want to see, I'd want to see, My God,
我會更引人矚目嗎
Why I should die.
我的言行會名垂青史嗎
Would I be more noticed than I ever was before?
我必須知道，我必須知道，上帝
Would the things I've said and done matter any more?
必須知道，我必須知道
I'd have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord,
如果我將死去會得到世界恩賜的什麼
I'd have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord,
必須知道，我必須知道，上帝·
I'd have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord,
我必須知道，我必須知道，上帝
Have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord,
為什麼我該死，oh，為什麼死的是我
If I die what will be my reward?
告訴我，我會白白犧牲嗎
If I die what will be my reward?
向我展示你的萬能
Have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord,
到底為什麼你期待我的歸主
I'd have to know, I'd have to know, my Lord,
不管你在哪裡，或是怎樣為我吟唱輓歌，這都不再重要
Why should I die? Oh why should I die?
好吧，就讓我死去吧
Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain?
就這樣看著我死去
Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain.
看我怎樣死去
Show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die.
看我這樣死去
You're far to keen and where and how, but not so hot on why.
heeey，我就是這樣死去
Alright, I'll die!
隨後我得到重生
Just watch me die!
如今我又傷又累
See how I die!
畢竟，困頓一時浮生已逝
See how I die! Oh!
為何我懼怕這起初的涅槃
Heeey, watch me die!
你早已決定這一切，而我卻沒準備好
Then I was inspired.
上帝，我會就此長逝
Now, I'm sad and tired.
撕毀你仁慈的一面
After all, I've tried for three years, seems like ninety.
我會痛飲你的毒藥
Why then am I scared to finish what I started,
把我釘在十字架上，把我摧毀
What you started - I didn't start it.
隨著流淌的鮮血將我一點點擊垮
God, I will be die,
讓我沉淪
Destroy your only side.
帶走我，就現在
I will drink your cup of poison.
在我反悔之前
Nail me to your cross and break me,
就現在吧，在我反悔之前
Bleed me, beat me,
Kill me.
Take me, now!
Before I change my mind.
Now, before I change my mind!