empty (feat. Re OCR A棍)

I'm in my feelings
我全然投入在我的感情間
Inside starin' at the ceilin'
內心凝望著禁錮的天花板
Ain't nobody know the real me
誰都不知道真實的我
Tryin' be strong but it kills me, kills me
努力變得堅強，但這將我摧毀，將我壓垮

(Kills me) (將我摧毀)
I've been doin' this since '16
我自從16歲就一直這樣做著
Ain't nobody know the real me
誰都不了解真實的我
Tryin' to stay strong but I'm empty, empty
試圖保持堅強，但我內心空虛，永不滿足
(Empt-)
(那樣空虛)
I got way too many people all in my business now
現在有太多人都在我的產業中，阻礙我的事業
We ain't used to have sh!t back then
回到那時我們可是什麼都沒有，個個一窮二白
But we sitting real pretty right now
但我們現在穩坐交椅飛黃騰達，生活舒適光鮮
Whole lot of sh!t changed now
現在與過去比很多事都已改變，變化天翻地覆
You can see it in my face now
你現在就可以從我閱盡滄桑的面容上看到理解
I almost quit back then
我當時差點就選擇退出放棄了
Thank God I stayed down, yeah
感謝上帝我最終是堅持了下來
This sh!t's not easy
而這份事業其中一切可不容易
City to city
一個城市到另一個城市的巡演
I got a whole bunch of loved ones that miss me
我擁有一群牽掛我的我愛的人
I'm sad to the core
而我此時此刻則傷心直到心底
To da Nitti Gritti
這裡也敬我的兄弟Nitti Gritti
None of this money I'm gettin' convince me
所有我掙來的錢都不讓我信服
I keep on burnin' out
我的內心煎熬著彷彿灼燒不息
I needed you around
我一次次地需要你在我的身旁
But you always let me down
但你卻永遠地讓我就墮入無望
I'm in my feelings
我已沉浸在自我的世界之中
Inside starin' at the ceilin'
心裡盯著關押我的無形牢頂
Ain't nobody know the real me
沒有人知道真實純粹的我
Tryin' be strong but it kills me , kills me
努力變得堅強，但這將我摧毀，將我壓垮
(Kills me)
(將我摧毀)
I've been doin' this since '16
我自從成熟以來就一直這樣裝作
Ain't nobody know the real me
沒有人了解真實純粹的我
Tryin' to stay strong but I'm empty, empty
試圖保持堅強，但我內心空虛，永不滿足
(Empt-)
(那樣空虛)
I gotta chill because I'm way too stressed out
我想要放鬆下來因為我實在是壓力太大
I've been prayin' for a big blessin' now
我一直祈禱著能得到次巨大的所賜之福
I don't ask for much, will you help me out?
我沒有要求那麼多，你會幫我一把嗎？
(Will you help me out?)
(你是否將我拯救，脫離苦海？)
Don't you break down
請你不要放棄
(Don't you break down)
(別眼睜睜看著我，見死不救)
You'll figure it out
你會有辦法的
(You'll figure it out)
(你會想到出路的，為我解決)
You need to calm down
你需要冷靜下
(You need to calm down)
(你需要冷靜下來，再次思考)
You need to calm down
你需要冷靜下
I'm in my (feel-)
我停留在我的感覺之中(無法自拔)