Alone In December
你總能讓我驚艷
You always amazed me
但那已是曾經
But that's the past
我沉默地讓連日的雨
I kept silent and it rained for days
淋透我的內心
My inside were drenched
但我想這就是我
But I guess that's the part of growing up
最不願接受的成長
I never wanted to learn
我終究成長成那個
And I grew into the man
你不再熟悉的人
That you never knew
可如果不是因為
But I wouldn't be this way
你謝謝我的成全
If it wasn't for you
我永遠也不會那樣做
One hundred thank you's
如果這就是愛
It this is love
那麼童話裡都是騙人的
Fairy tales never came true
女士們永遠都青春靚麗
Judies are black in full bloom
我卻還未開始就已結束
And I died in the womb
讓我失去的一切都回來吧
Take it back, all that's gone
它們還是你剛走時的模樣
It's all still there like you left it
十二月仍如同往常那樣
December stayed the same
只不過你不在了
Nothing ever changed but you
我的夢想千瘡百孔
Every dream covered in dents
愛也失去了自由
Love can't fly tonight
情侶們都熟睡了
Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless
而我悲傷著對抗失眠
So cry yourself to sleep
這是一個關於破碎的心
This is about broken hearts
關於我竭盡全力
This is about me
卻一無所獲的故事
Bending again for nothing
我向你跑去，可那隻有痛苦在等待
I'd run to you but pain awaits
我衝著回家
I'm coming home
可那也已太遲
But I'll be late
想像總是太過美好
No deeper than imagination can be
直到雙眼被失落籠罩
Sight with nothing to see
我還能相信什麼？
What's faith if I can't believe
這一切本該回到正軌
It's everything
卻被我搞得一團糟
A cure, but I make it a disease
我再也無法忍受這樣的自己
God take me because I hate me