heaven (explicit version)

If heaven was a mile away

Would I pack up my bags
And leave this world behind

If heaven was a mile away

Or save it all for you

If heaven was a mile away

Would I fill the tank up with gas
And be out the front door in a flash

Before reconsidering this hell with you
It aint you its the things you do
Its tearing my heart in two

I would of fell with you to hell with you
If heaven was a mile away
And you could ride by the gates
Would you try to run inside
When it opens would you try to die today
Would you pray louder
Finally believing His power

Even if you couldnt see
But you could feel would you still doubt him
How would you start acting
Would you try to put the kis down
Thinking every drug sell
That you make in the streets He can see now
Would a fiend even want to get high
Would he stop smoking
If he knew on his own two feet he could just stroll in
To get away and escape from the craziness
And I bet you theres a heaven for an atheist
Its hard taking this racist planet
Where they take another brother in a handcuff
Even if he innocent nigga get on the car
Put your motherfucking hands up
Thinking Im a lose it my moms in chemo
Three times a week yo keep trying but people
Is hard and God your young soldiers not so bold
But needs you this worlds my home but world I would leave
If heaven was a mile away

Would I pack up my bags
And leave this world behind
If heaven was a mile away

Or save it all for you

If heaven was a mile away

Would I fill the tank up with gas
And be out the front door in a flash

Before reconsidering this hell with you
It aint you its the things you do

Its tearing my heart in two

I would of fell with you to hell with you
Nigga what you think
Ima stop building Ima stop feeling
Like Im Amistads great great grandchildren
How Im not gonna want to make millions
Since the quarter water days
In the hallways making fake coke
Pass with the Reeses Pieces wrapper
In my mouth all day
But then my style has quite a while
That same type as Ill and Al Skratch
Game time to them cats never looked back
Cristal blowing dub sacks

Thats when it all just hit me
You see the broads and Bentleys is nothing less
My nigga spend it all with me
Id give it all away quickly

Just to hear them all Id buy some new kicks
Free of any autographs so not to be recognized
Forgive me its becoming unbearable making hits is easy
Put a famous bitch on the hook
There you go with a platinum CD
I know you heard the noise
Preachers touching on altar boys
Sodomizing not realizing
God is watching before the Lord
How can they do the devils work
A man giving another man head in church
Hell it hurts just to fathom the thought
Wishing that I fled the earth
If heaven was a mile away

Would I pack up my bags
And leave this world behind
If heaven was a mile away

Or save it all for you

If heaven was a mile away

Would I fill the tank up with gas
And be out the front door in a flash

Before reconsidering this hell with you

It aint you its the things you do

Its tearing my heart in two

I would of fell with you to hell with you

You trapped in your own hell
Every day I wakeup Im blessed
Every day you wakeup
And breathe another breath you blessed

Its all the niggaz runnin around talk about Im fucked up
I gotta get on I gotta Im in a grind
Im fucked up yeah were all in the grind
But look at the beautiful shit around you its a beautiful life
All my niggaz locked up keep yo heads up
Heavens just a mile away Im talkin heaven on earth
Aint got nottin to do with money
Got nottin to do with non-material
Im talkin about heaven in your own heart
In your own world baby in your own existence

To my moms look at me baby
I love you girl your boy is shinin Gods son