social stamina

I lost touch with all my friends
我和我所有的朋友都失去了聯繫
I'm in bed by 10pm
晚上十點就上床入睡
I have no social stamina
我已毫無社交精力

I cancel on all my plans
我取消了所有的計劃
I commit then I don't answer
我承諾後又不回答
I can't keep up with anyone
我跟不上別人的腳步了

Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道我現在是一座荒島
I push away until I'm alone
我把身邊的人都推開，直到我獨自一人
When did I become
從什麼時候開始我變成了
Someone no one loves
一個沒人愛的傢伙

I'm a broken record it shows
我就像一張壞掉了的唱片
All I ever say is 'no'
我只會說“不”
When did I become
是什麼時候我變成了
Someone I don't love
連我自己都不愛的人

Now I don 't know I don't know who I am
現在我不知道我也不知道我是誰
How did I
我是怎麼
turn into a person who I can't stand
變成了一個連我自己都受不了的人
How did I
我是怎麼
Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
讓情況變得這麼糟糕，現在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一個人了
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已經不知道我是誰了
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我已經不知道我是誰了）

Trigger warnings in my mind
我的腦海中觸發了警告
I'm so vulnerable at night
夜晚的我是如此脆弱
So I watch romantic comedies
所以我開始看浪漫喜劇

But happy couples make me cry
但是幸福的情侶讓我哭泣
I can't find someone in real life
我不能在現實生活中找到這樣的人
Always feel like somethings wrong with me
總覺得我出了什麼問題

Now I'm a desert island I know
我知道我現在是一座荒島
I push away until I'm alone
我把身邊的人都推開，直到我獨自一人
When did I become
從什麼時候開始我變成了
Someone no one loves
一個沒人愛的傢伙

Now I don't know I don't know who I am
現在我不知道我也不知道我是誰
How did I
我是怎麼
turn into a person who I can't stand
變成了一個連我自己都受不了的人
How did I
我是怎麼
Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
讓情況變得這麼糟糕，現在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一個人了
And I don't know I don't know who I am
我已經不知道我是誰了
(And I don't know I don 't know who I am)
（我已經不知道我是誰了）

No I don't know I don't know who I am
不，我不知道我也不知道我是誰
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我不知道我也不知道我是誰）
No I don't know I don 't know who I am
不，我不知道我也不知道我是誰
(And I don't know I don't know who I am)
（我不知道我也不知道我是誰）