Loneliness

You ever heard of sinners prayer?
You ever had life come and shatter your dreams?
You ever heard of sinners prayer?
You ever talk to God and then in turned into a scream?
The weed isn’t helping, the liquor don’t work
I done did all I can, I’m still feeling this hurt
I been trying to change, I still feel like I’m cursed
Well the drugs and the stress had appealed to me first
It comes and it goes, it’s all that I know
No matter what all the problems just go
Rolled up to smoked, chopped up the dough
Been trying to fill up this hole in my soul
I’m on this lonely road, I need the Holy ghost
Lord, won’t you come and save me?
I’m such a broken soul,I feel like no one knows
Stress I’m dealing with lately
It’s my last shot for me to save my spot
And they don’t make pain pills to help the pain I got
Loneliness is all I’ve ever known
It starts to take it’s toll
A heart can turn to stone
Loneliness is all I’ve ever known
No matter where I go
I’d rather be alone
The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down
I’ll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror but no one’s around
Drained so much ground
Drained my account
Used to pray, I need faith these days
I pray I pass out
Finally got to that tearing point
I don’t really care about this rap shit no more
Most likely gonna get divorced before next year
Better yet, wind up dead instead
Hanging suspended from the extension cord
I pray to God, quit toying with me, kill me please
My body feeling like a will to leave
I can’t keep down food, my liver protruding
Through my ribs, drinking liquor like a [?]
But just one day, I’m breaking one shade
I really wanna tear your [?] someone face
It’s funny, all the money I just saved is gone, someone’s dead
It got swept underneath the rug with some blood stains
I never listened when they told me it’s a dumb dream
The industry is full of greedy cash
[?] then they worry that we on things
Don’t underestimate the ignorance
I just wanted to pull the trigger then
But I’m sober now and I’m feeling so good
Don’t roll on dope
The only thing getting stuck in my head is this Jelly Roll hook
So long
Loneliness is all I’ve ever known
It starts to take it’s toll
A heart can turn to stone
Loneliness is all I’ve ever known
No matter where I go
I’d rather be alone
The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down
I’ll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror but no one’s around