Losing Battle

Cant handle this life anymore
Point in the mirror and
I ask what for
Just a miserable monster or part
Dangling at ropes end good start
Crumbling down - into a mess
Ive got too many problems - that tell me
Im less Than the good god - who watches above
Wholl damn you to hell - and then tell you to love
Now suicidal, caught in a trap
Cant get out dont want to fight back
Now the firing squad is set
To give me the bullet to help me forget
Thinking smart but
Im acting dumb
So come on tell me which side has won?
Just one message before my head explodes
You cant win the losing battle but
I didnt know!
Now suicidal, caught in a trap
Cant get out dont want to fight back
Now the firing squad is set
To give me the bullet to help me forget
Crumbling down - into a mess
Ive got too many problems - that tell me
Im less Than the good god - who watches above
Wholl damn you to hell - and then tell you to love