HAPPY ENDING

I met God
我和上帝
Just for a minute
見了會面
Sat in his house
坐在他家裡
Took a look around
環顧四周
And saw I didnt fit in
我想這氣氛我有點難以融入

I tried love
我試過去愛
(I tried love)
Gave me something to believe in
請給我些許信仰
(Gave me something to believe in)
Planning futures from the start
一開始便規劃好未來
Giving pieces of my heart
給予我完整的心
Just to end up leaving
好讓我最終得以離開
(Just to end up leaving)

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
我是否在執著於尋找那美好的結局
And will I ever know what its like to be fine without pretending
我是否懂得那份不必偽裝自己的釋然
That my skin isnt crawling
我的肌膚在抓狂
My demons arent calling and tearing me to shreds?
我的心魔是否在呼喚我讓我的淚將自己沖垮
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending ?
我是否在執著於尋找那美好的結局

I got high
我興奮無比
(I got high)
You name it, Ive tried it
你說得對我已經試過了
(You name it, Ive tried it)
Sure, Im sober now
現在我醒了酒
And everybodys proud
大家都為此而自豪
But I miss my vices
但我依舊喜愛著曾經的惡習

And I tried to be your hero
我試圖成為你的英雄
(And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice
我把我的嗓子給了你
(I lent you my voice)
I was your poster child
我成了你的慈善家
It was working for a while
即便這樣奏效了一段時間
But it didnt fill the void
但空白依舊未被填補

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
我是否在執著於尋找那美好的結局
And will I ever know what its like to be fine without pretending
我是否懂得那份不必偽裝自己的釋然
That my skin isnt crawling
我的肌膚在抓狂
My demons arent calling and tearing me to shreds?
我的心魔是否在呼喚我讓我的淚將自己沖垮
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy
我是否在執著於尋找
Find my happy ending?
那美好的結局

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Find my happy ending
尋找我的美好結局
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa) Trying to find my happy ending
試著尋找我的美好結局