all my fault

(guccihighwaters)
毒素在我的血管裡流動
(guccihighwaters)
它讓我活著但同時也吞噬著我的大腦
I got toxins running through my veins
也許我就是那個搞得一團糟的人但我心儀的女孩呀你變了
Keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
當你瞄准我的時候我會盯著槍管的
Maybe I'm the one that ****** it up but girl you changed
這次我會為了你而嘗試
And I'm looking down the barrel when you aim
上一次我為了你而死去
This time I'll try for you
但這都是我的錯我會承擔責任的
Last time, I died for you
因為我總是把一切弄得一團糟甚至感受不了我的臉頰
But it's all my fault, and I'll take that blame
這都是我的錯(我會承擔後果的)
'Cause I'm too ***** * up, I can't feel my face
這都是我的過錯(我會改過自新的)
It's all my fault, (yeah I'll take that blame)
這一切都是我的錯啊
It's all my fault, (I'll change my ways)
你是我值得紀念的人我會好好地保護你
It's all my fault, it's all my fault
我會緊緊地抱著你直到我的骨頭斷開
You a keepsake, I'ma keep you safe
孤獨與我作伴我大多數朋友都已離我而去
I'ma hold on 'til my bones break
在某天我遇見其中一位不得不說物是人非
I stay by my lonely, most my homies out of state
不知道你對我做了什麼當她告訴我她想我
I saw one the other day, gotta say **** ain't the same
而我卻鍾情於你的時候只會傷得更深
Don't know what you did to me, only hurts more when she tell me
但對於我來說你除了讓我的痛苦削減外並沒有別的用處
That she misses me, I'm just hers to you
我們不能一直並肩作戰總有人會先離去的啊
And your just his to me, save me pull me up and out my misery
我會確保不是你不惜一切代價保證你的安全
We can't fight forever, one of us is gonna fall
我會拋開膽量全力以赴
I'll make sure it's not you, keep you safe at all cost
如果這意味著我會接觸到你
I'll make it all up, I'll throw up my guts
我保證我會因此而滿足
If it means I'll get a touch, if it means I'll get a touch
如果這意味著我能夠聯繫上你
(Touch from you), I promise that I'd be enough
我發誓我已心滿意足
(Be enough for you), if it means I'll get a touch
(心滿意足了)
(Touch from you), I promise that I'd be enough
不想再遮遮掩掩不想再鬼話連篇
(Be enough for you)
不想再掙扎不想再去嘗試
Don' t wanna hide anymore, don't wanna lie anymore
不想再表裡不一
So sick of fighting, I don't wanna try anymore
因為每次與你閒聊的時候我的驕傲感都會被吞噬
So two faced
隨後你又打發我走我內心又多了一個空缺
So double sided, I swallow my pride every time that we talk
我只能做喪歌來填補它
Then send me off, you left a void in my life
我的房間裡充滿寂靜我要走了
And this music the only way I can fill up
得到你想要的東西我會毀掉它如果我做不到我不會停下
All the silence inside of my room, okay I'm gone
每天重演著相同之事外表若無其事可我內心渴望被拯救
Get what you want I'll play dead, won't stop until I've made it
留著吧我希望我能從記憶中抹去可我不能面對它
Same * ***, inside I'm screaming for help outside I don't say ****
我並不是一個自鳴得意的人啊
Save it, wish I could erase it, couldn't face it
這次為了你而嘗試上次為了你而死去
Uncomplacent
但這都是我的錯責任由我來承擔
This time I'll try for you, last time I died for you
因為我總是把一切弄得一團糟甚至感受不了我的臉頰
But it's all my fault, and I'll take that blame
這都是我的錯(我會承擔後果的)
Cause I'm too ****** up, I can't feel my face
這都是我的過錯(我會改過自新的)
It's all my fault, ( yeah I'll take that blame)
這一切都是我的錯啊
It's all my fault, (I'll change my ways)
It's all my fault, it's all my fault