the boy that flies away

**** it, Im alone again
I never seem to realize
Ill always be the boy that flies away
Wasting on my own again
I never seem to understand
That Im the only one thats in my way
The boy that flies
The boy that flies away
The boy that flies
The boy that flies away
It must not been too hard to live
Without having demons for enemies
Bullets in your heart everytime you breathe
Glasses on your face but you never see
Friends and family calling you
You wont pick it up cause youve fallen trough
And this life you live is so far from true
Cause the thoughts in the night cut your brain in two
All the roads pointing to the end
Cause broken pieces are hard to mend
And all your life youve been holding in
All the anger caused by this scary dream
Grab my hand cause now Im on the outside looking in
**** it, Im alone again
I never seem to realize
Ill always be the boy that flies away
Wasting on my own again
I never seem to understand
That Im the only one thats in my way
Im in my way
Cause i cant find the worth, that i been missing
Im in my way
And i wont move cause im not ****ing listening
Yeah i been in my way, im the usual suspect, surprise
On the regular im rowing through the rapids in my eyes
And i can bitch about like i do, blame it on society
But i know i aint helping, when i always ****ing lie to me
You tell me that im better than i am i ****ing might be
I just never take the time to openup and maybe like me
So let me carry onf dont even worry bout my pain
I can hide it all inside a lying bastard of a brain
**** it, Im alone again
I never seem to realize
Ill always be the boy that flies away
Away away away
And i wont move cause im not ****ing listening