Shadowboxing
Born cutting teeth on the curb
生來便會用勒牙的方式拔牙下來
Summoning ghosts up from the concrete
從這混凝土深處召喚出幽靈
Keep me company while I learn shadowboxing with giants that grew from our feet
在我與那些從我們腳下生長出來的巨人們一起學習打太極的時候在這裡陪伴我一下吧
I know that you don't understand
我知道你無法理解
Cause you don't believe what you don't see
因為你不相信眼見為真
When you watch me throwing punches at the devil
當你看到我向魔鬼猛擊拳時
It just looks like I'm fighting with me
這個場景看上去就像是我在與我自己鬥爭
There's a comfort in failure singing to loud in church
在教堂中高聲歌唱這樣的做法雖然失敗卻有一絲安慰
Screaming my fears into speakers
把我的恐懼尖吼進揚聲器
Till I collapse or I burst
直到我瓦解或是炸裂
Whichever comes first
就是這些裡面第一個發生的
I know you were trying to help
我知道你也曾試圖施以援手
But you're only making it worse
但你只讓事情不斷惡化
Tell me that I shouldn't blame myself
告訴我我不該責怪自己
You can't even imagine how badly it hurts just to think sometimes
你無法想像有時甚至只是想想就多讓人受傷
How I think almost all the time
我是如何幾乎在所有時間的絞盡腦汁去想
So break me down folded over your arms
那麼就讓我消沉吧你可以架著雙臂
Like an unloaded shotgun
就像一個未上膛的獵槍
Dismantled and harmless
卸下攻擊性如此無害
Even you couldn't manage to pull the fuse from the back of my head
甚至是你都無法將這炸藥從我的腦後抽離
When you tell me you love me
當你跟我說你愛我
Tell me you loved me
你告訴我你曾愛我的時候
I wanted so bad to believe you
我曾多麼希望相信你
So tell me you love me tell me you loved me
所以告訴我你愛我吧說你愛我吧
I wanted so bad
我十分想听到這句話
I wanted so bad to believe you
我十分想相信你的