Wars

Do you think me weak because I lose?
You don't see the wars I win for you
Oh you only see the times I crawl in bruised and on the edge
I wish you knew the battles that I met
I live most my life inside a storm
Settled on the surface all along
There are things I can't explain to you and I'm worn from the night
Won't you just come hold me while I fight?
I've done
All of the healing I can
I've given
Just about all that I have so
If you see me sinking
Please try to understand
I'm trying
You have to see that I am
I never wanted you to feel a weight
Maybe it's too big a price to pay
Oh can you really love someone that you can't truly see?
Can I show the fractured parts of me?
I've done
All of the healing I can
I've given
Just about all that I have so
If you see me sinking
Please try to understand
I'm trying
You have to see that I am
Get over this and we're golden
Pass the test and it's an omen
You can't find the light for me but
I will show you where I've been
I have seen the strangest things
The stuff that only nightmares bring