Too Dead Inside

Full of love full of hate
滿懷愛恨
Can't decide what to take
我該如何取捨
Take me somewhere pretty
帶我前往美好勝地
Pretty enough to fill this empty
來填補我殘缺的心
l can only get so close
唯有如此我才能更貼切
To looking like how l want to be
自己期許中的模樣

l can't stop relying on
自始至終我都淪陷在
The darkness of my own demons unholy
那夢魘所籠罩的陰暗
Memories, the curse of teeth
邪惡的念想詛咒的獠牙
That bites into my flesh
撕扯著我的肌體
And bleeds out of me
我鮮血直流
The bloody mess l made
最終血肉模糊
The love that always fades
漸漸冷漠的愛
The flowers that remain
殘留的花朵

Where do l go
我該前往何處
When l want to
當我盼望著
See the sunrise
目睹日出
But I'm too dead inside?
儘管我早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead...
死氣沉沉...

Where do l go
我該前往何處
When l want to
當我盼望著
See the sunrise
目睹日出
But I'm too dead inside?
儘管我早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead...
死氣沉沉...

Toxic like a burning haze
如灼熱濃煙般劇毒
l got lost inside this maze
我被困在迷宮中
I'll say it once, always check it twice
我不會多言謹慎行事
I went offline from this device
我還是被迫強行下線了

Teach me how to love myself
我該如何學會自愛
I'm not dead yet, I never forget
我還苟延殘喘著我不會忘記
A silent crawl towards the throne
悄無聲息地攀上王座
The path to death the promised land
通往死亡的道路那片安樂境土
You will never understand
你永遠都不能體會到

l cant stop relying on
自始至終我都淪陷在
The darkness of my own demons unholy
那夢魘所籠罩的陰暗
Memories, the curse of teeth
邪惡的念想詛咒的獠牙
That bites into my flesh
撕扯著我的肌體
And bleeds out of me
我鮮血直流
The bloody mess l made
最終血肉模糊
The love that always fades
漸漸冷漠的愛
The flowers that remain
殘留的花朵

Then l realize that
但我意識到
lt's not so shallow
這其實不淺顯
lt's not so hollow
這其實不空洞
I'm chasing chasing chasing chasing
我仍是在追逐著
My own shadow
屬於我的陰影

Where do l go
我該前往何處
When l want to
當我盼望著
See the sunrise
目睹日出
But 'm too dead inside?
儘管我早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead inside?
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead...
死氣沉沉...

Who the f*ck wired my mind?
到底是誰擾亂我思緒
I'm trying to find something divine
我試著心無雜念
An alien boy took all my might
有個外星男孩在攝取完我的能量後
Left in the dark, he took my light
攜走我的光輝消失在黑暗中
In love with skies of clear blue lies
既然我甘願被透藍的謊言欺騙
l can only try and try...
就只能不停掙扎
Too dead inside
早就萬念俱灰
Too dead...
死氣沉沉...

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