i don't like me

Ta ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ta
Laying in this bed with this man
I know its sex but I wish it was more
Praying when he get out this bed
Hell feel the same way he did before
But I know good damn well
When he walks out of that door
I aint gonna hear from him anymore
Cause if I let him do it
I did it to myself
And I was so dumb I admit it
I need some help
Cause I can see it
Shes prettier than me
Damn I wish I had her body
I can hear my self esteem
I dont like me, me
And I dont feel so [pretty today
This mirror dont look the same
Thought I liked the woman I was
But people keep saying change
Maybe theyre right
Ive made a mess of my life
I dont know where or when I lost my sight
Cause if I let him do it
I did it to myself
And I was so dumb I admit it
I need some help
Cause I can see it
Shes prettier than me
Damn I wish I had her body
I can hear my self esteem
I dont like me, me