Blame It on My Ex

I have a tendency of losing sleep and thinking too much
So ashamed of things I say when I get drunk
Im sorry its so hard for me to trust you
Add it to the list, Ive got some issues
Im just scared that you dont care
Im thinking too much
So I say, 'I need space,' then I freak out
When youre giving me space and youre not around
Yeah , I know I should change, I dont know how
I wish that I could blame it on my ex
If Im being honest, hes the best
And Im pretty sure I ruin everything
Just a heads up
Im not really good at staying friends
I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I
I can see the ending, here I go again
I just keep pretending Im not making all these messes
Wish that I could blame it on my exes
Ive gotten good at finding something new to fight about
Have a fear of breaking up, so I break down
All my insecurities are bad excuses
Scared to be alone, but then I do this
Hate that Im the reason why it never works out
So I say, 'I need space,' then I freak out
When youre giving me space and youre not around
Yeah, I know I should change, I dont know how
I wish that I could blame it on my ex
If Im being honest, hes the best
And Im pretty sure I ruin everything
Just a heads up
Im not really good at staying friends
I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I
I can see the ending, here I go again
I just keep pretending I'm not making all these messes
Wish that I could blame it on my exes
I wish that I could blame it on my ex
I wish that I could blame it on my ex
I have a tendency of losing sleep and thinking too much
Its all my fault, I lost them all
Yeah, look what Ive done
I wish that I could blame it on my ex
If Im being honest, hes the best
And Im pretty sure I ruin everything
Just a heads up
Im not really good at staying friends
I just keep on falling, maybe I should take a breath, I
I can see the ending, here I go again
I just keep pretending Im not making all these messes
Wish that I could blame it on my exes