Fan Mail

can you believe it?
a whole decade has gone by
since I dropped my first album
真是讓人感慨
man, time flies
整整十年過去了
where does it go?
距我發行第一張專輯
nobody knows
朋友們，時光如梭
I appreciate you all for comin'
時光都去哪了
to the shows
沒人知曉
just to get front row
我希望你們
so that I can see your sign
都來看我表演
showin' up hours early
坐在第一排
didn't even mind
這樣我就能把你們看清
'cause when I hit the stage
早早候場等待
nothing else mattered
從無怨言
we were on Cloud Nine
因為當我出現於舞台時
'til my dreams got shattered
什麼辛苦都不再重要
felt like the
我們盡情歡愉
spotlight faded overnight
直到我的夢想破碎
I can only blame myself
我知道
'cause I fed into the hype
名氣或許一夜之間就會消退
couldn't admit it hurt
但我只應歸咎自己
the game was so intense
在過去沉淪於他人虛假的吹捧中
they threw dirt on my name
它使我深受其害
but you came to my defense
這場遊戲（進入娛樂圈）太讓人不安
some abandoned ship
他們詆毀我的名聲時
but you stuck around
是你們站出來保護我
even supported the projects
一些人（粉絲）離開了
I put out underground
但你們還在我左右
as far as my career
支持著我
it's like I crash and survived
甚至是一些地下活動
all these years it was you
縱觀我的職業生涯
that kept my passion alive
我跌倒過但站了起來
you're more than just a fan to me x3
這些年是你們
I think of you as family
讓我的熱情長存
they talk about it
你不只是我的粉絲
like it was just yesterday
你還是我的家人
overwhelmed by the love
我們談論著往事
that they sent my way
它們就像發生在昨天
you know what blows my mind
我被你們的愛保衛著
when they say
那些愛為我領路
Jin, I remember
讓我欣喜的是
I was in the 7th grade
當你說
I used to watch you everyweek
靖，我還記得
I was so amazed
我還在七年級的時候
up there to compete
每週都會看你的表演
man, it felt like I
我被這話感動
was on that stage
即使當時的我是孤身奮戰
and when you got signed
我總覺得
I got signed too
當我站上舞台時
yeah, that's why
當你們得到我的簽名時
I'll always stand behind you
我也將你們的樣子烙在心上
see that was something
這也是為何
I was not prepared for
我總會在你們左右
still figurin' things out for myself
我小心翼翼
therefore
生怕有一點遺漏
all the songs
我依舊鞭策自己
about gettin' drunk
因此
and smokin' up
我所有歌中
never crossed my mind
從沒有酗酒
the messages you were soakin' up
從沒有抽煙
didn't realize where I was
這些內容我從不考慮
'til I was in it
也許你們在聽歌的時候
truth is
並未感覺到我的存在
that was never me to begin with
但實際上
hopefully we'll be
我就在歌裡
face-to-face some day
我永遠順其自然
and we'll both see
我也希望
how we've come
有一天我們能見上一面
such a long way
然後回頭看看
you're more than just a fan to me x3
我們一起
I think of you as family
走過那麼多漫長道路
let's connect
你不只是我的粉絲
that's exactly why I came
你還是我的家人
showin' love
讓我們交流吧
want a hug
這才是我想要的
take a picture
分享愛
sign my name
給擁抱
sure thing
合張影
as long as I ain't in a hurrry
簽個名
can always retake it
我保證
if the picture looks blurry
只要我不趕時間
hands shakin '
我總會那樣回饋你們
hey, no need to be nervous
如果照片拍得太糊
take a deep breath “huh”
也請揮揮手
none of us are perfect
不必太緊張
I know you
恩做個深呼吸
might have expectations
我們沒人是完美的
but I'm just a man
我理解你
not to be idolized
也許會對我抱有很多期許
I hope you understand
但我也只是個普通人
so feel free
不想被偶像化的普通人
to take me off that pedestal
我也希望你們能這麼想
I 'd rather see you eye-to-eye
放輕鬆
now there's a better view
讓我們打破隔閡
we have lots in common
我想注視你們的眼睛
and all of it is real
我們會有好的交談
share the same emotions
然後從交談中發現一些共同點
that life can make you feel
這些都可以是真的
your support is unconditional
我們釋放同樣的情感
they don't understand it
我知道
between me and you
你們的支持是無條件的
I will not take it for granted
但也許外人不理解
reach out anytime
我和你之間的羈絆
send a email
我不會視其為理所當然
nofanzone
我隨時等待與你們交流
that's my Gmail
發個郵件
you're more than just a fan to me x3
不需要fan zone
I think of you as family
這是我的靖mail
ahh yeaah
你不只是我的粉絲