One More Cry

Ive been looking for somethin Im gon find
What should I do in the meantime?
Say you cant look for it, itll find you
Do you feel the same too?
Something that I aint said in a long time
Front line, I was fighting for you
Angels sing in the choir for you
If you wanna
Favorite poem, I wrote it for you
Know you know it
Turned it into a song for you
Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside
Heres one more cry
I cry
Single-handedly, I been taking real good care of me
That shit in my blood like liquor or Cherokee
Yknow black folk, we dont go to no therapy
Tell em keep they two cents, give it to charity
Go H.A.M. like Sara Lee
Watch it all go down the drain like merrily, merrily
Legally blind and my friends, I see them barely, barely
They say let me holla at you,
Guess thats why they call them holidays
But Christmas feel like Simba on a Fathers Day
Im supposed to be the strongest, the oldest
The leader of our country-ass family
The POTUS, the podium come up to my shoulders
Im short and Im shook and Im broken
My favorite voters cant show up to the polls
And you still dont want me to show emotion and I refuse
Cause I love you thats why
Cause I want to thats why
Cause I miss you thats why
Cause I miss you thats why
Know I said that was the last one last year
But we both know you deserve one last tear
Days go by , I try to bottle these tears inside
Theres one more cry
I cry
Every time I feel the grace,
It feel like God just said 'Hello there'
Never been to heaven but I know I wanna go there
Carry me through cancer when my auntie didnt have no hair
Shook me when she left us but my faith did not go nowhere
Ive been banging on my chest when I cry, flex when I cry
Beat a niggas ass when I cry, thats when I cry
Feel like Im the man when I cry
I wont let it go, dont hold it against me
My Auntie Kim told me
Punch you in your mother****ing mouth if you lie on me
Cant no pussy ass nigga ever never get down on me
079, they count on me
Tears raining down on me , to the ground on me
Me and God playing tips
Cause he never gonna bounce on me, wont bounce on me
Tryna find a button-up shirt for your funeral
Tryna find a bunch of answers only you would know
Im just tryna play my part like a movie role
Need a bitch face-down like its Yu-Gi-Oh!
I aint tryna act hard, lifes hard enough
God knows my heart when the cards is tucked
So I aint never been scared of no groupie hoe
Though I walk through the valley like Coolio
Ive been up for days
I aint cry for years
Bitch Im ****ing serious
Let em dress where I get my dress
Are you okay sis? Yeah Im lit
Had to let them live
Had to let them live
See you at the crib
See you at the crib
Favorite poem I wrote it for you
Know you know it
Turn it into a song for you