hard to choose

(Verse)
Its when ya walk out on faith
Choose to do what feel right, let erryone else trace
What we chase aint the same
Im still that rapper that yo favorite rapper scared to rap after
Sometimes its hard to chill
Choose to kill, kill, kill, kill
Im just that good, the weight aint worth a lot of millions
When ya rap this well a lot of rappers catch feelings
We all want the best, dont let a female kill em
Hard to choose culture ova fame
Ya just want to be set and take care of all yo fam
It dont make ya but it be cool to have money like Wayne
Take the shorter roads so the fam aint worryin
Chose to build it slow, aint no need, no hurryin
Its hard to be political, cant say whats on yo brain
Careers come quick, its just as fast to bury em
But I chose to give a damn
And box fo ya like pictures on Instagram
Chose to respect what was built by both Kool and Bam
Ya know who I am, word to my homie Wyann
Shit, aint hard to choose me
Theres only one me, man
(So hard to choose)
Thats why I chose to be that
Because where Im from it aint cool to be whack
And Im so pro-black
Though they dont choose me back and thats choosy shit
Why its so hard to choose yall ova these jewels and whips
Welcome to my side
When ya look in the crowd the minoritys neva white
I appreciate yall but Im lyin if it dont bite (why'z so hard to chose?)
Cause I love all races but we gotta raise em
Cause I know the scale tipped aint in no black girls favor
Hey yall, we all outcasts, these black girls favor
The blonde Barbie and scars, we all gotta save em
No love lost fo whites, Latinos and the Asians
Loyal to all but when I look at these black girls faces
I understand why I chose to be betta, not basic
So its not, not (hard to choose)
So excuse if I dont care if hipsters relate
It wasnt for ya at all, why these songs were made
Like ya were ovalaid at the airport and missed a sort of take-off
Dont understand why we get naked or
Why its hard to choose being real or being fake, huh?
Cause the world worship people that get their cake up
But I chose to De La Soul and raise the stake up
Now why is it (so hard to choose)?
Seldom support our own, I helped myself for advancement
Want to make sure our daughters have betta chances
But yall in that shows and watchin videos
Thats why its hard to choose class or let em titties show
But its betta fo my heart, honey, like Cheerios
And secondly, more comfortable doin winterlose
Tryna build ya up like I went to Lowes and bought a lot
MC Lyte, I aint forgot what ya told me
I aint Hovy
But damn its hard to choose bein humble or goin HAM
Humilitys a weakness, I was told different
Quietest in the room is the baddest one like Durant
It's hard to choose Carolina ova Atlanta
Chicago, L.A., especially in Johannesburg
Yeah, cause its been love since beginnin
Home away from home, versus homes we get no spins in
Bein supa lyrical is slowin it down
Will they understand metaphors and how they compound
With the two lines befo and the next three after?
And ask myself does it even still matter
The joints yall trippin on are so easy and average
And the ones I respect dont got that gift mastered
I dont want to compromise my sick self fo a master
Cause if I dont Im not cool and Im boring
Should add a tsch tsch to my beats to be current
This the shit I think about along with image and earnings
But when Nas tell me God ya killin it then Im burnin
All thoughts chasin yall, man, its easy now
XXL aint trippin, time calmed me down
Thinkin where we all started from
And where we all sittin now
Shit I see it different now
Why its not, not (so hard to choose )