Not Enough

Shaking in your hand,no it won't stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What's it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed
I'm the failure that you couldn 't just love
Flicking your ash on my cheek
I don't want this i don't want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like I'm just not enough
Lips tremble,eyes struggle just to focus now
Weighing on my conscious
I just feel like I'm about to drown
Covering my ears,the water rises
Your voice still blocks the horizon
I see your ghost in my dreams
Explaining why you just leave
Depression got too much
And you just had to block out the noise
Drown in pain
Drown in hate
I feel the pain
All in me
Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest
The panic hates me
Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can i be expected
To live this life
Shxt this ain't it
Shaking in your hand,no it won't stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What's it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed
I'm the failure that you couldn't just love
Flicking your ash on my cheek
I don't want this i don't want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like I'm just not enough
Manic depression
My body be trembling
Tight in my chest
I ain 't think I'ma make it
Gasping for breath
Cause these demons gon take it
Fighting for life
But I'm breaking to pieces
Cry through my days
Why do i hate me
I'm not okay
My mind is crazy
What can i say
I'm feeling hazy
Why do i hate me
I'm tryna save me
Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage
Sloth ain't the same he's been changed from the pain
And bet Rivilin's trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
But we're void of the happiness we lost that day
Shaking in your hand,no it won't stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What's it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed
I'm the failure that you couldn't just love
Flicking your ash on my cheek
I don't want this i don't want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like I'm just not enough