let me just die here in silence (prod 4-ever)

Let me just die here in silence
讓我在這一片寂靜裡消逝
Shut my eyes and cover my eyelids
蒙蔽上了我的雙眼
Im so sick and tired of trying
我厭倦了去那麼努力的生活
Im so sick in my mind im crying
淚如雨注，我的腦海一片混亂
When i look up upon you im smiling
當我笑著仰望著你時
But inside it feels like im dying
可我內心卻難受得快要死去
Inside it feels like im dying
難受得快要死去
So let me just die here in silence
就讓我在這一片寂靜裡消逝吧
Trying to pick up the pieces
試圖想要拾起曾經的那些碎片
But really i dont have a reason
可我已經沒有任何理由去做了
Im living my life without reason
我已經沒有存在的意義了
Is there a reason you left me in pieces
為什麼你撕碎了我卻又離我而去
Blood all on my mattress
我的床墊上滲滿鮮血
My life is turning to madness
我的生活變得雜亂無比
Filled with pain and some sadness
充滿著痛苦與些許悲傷
Fill my pain with some addys
只好用一些止疼藥來停止我的悲痛
Fulfill my dreams it aint happening
我的夢想永遠不會實現
All these fake ******* people its staggering
這些虛偽的人們真讓我感到吃驚
Take this dagger and stab my back again
拿著這把匕首再次刺進我的後背吧
Tattoo on my neck it says slit
就像我紋在脖子上一樣'撕裂'吧
You ask me how i feel i say lit
我說我感受到了'光'當你問我感受到了什麼時
But really im feeling like ****
但實際上我覺得噁心至極
But you do not care not one bit
但是你一點兒也不在乎不在乎我
Let me just die here in silence
讓我在這一片寂靜中消逝
Shut my eyes and cover my eyelids
蒙蔽上了我的雙眼
Im so sick and tired of trying
我厭倦了去那麼努力的生活
Im so sick in my mind im crying
淚如雨注，我的腦海一片混亂
When i look up upon you im smiling
當我笑著仰望著你時
But inside it feels like im dying
可我內心卻難受得快要死去
Inside it feels like im dying
難受得快要死去
So let me just die here in silence
就讓我在這一片寂靜裡消逝吧