Side not ps im not sober
旁注：混混沌沌
Its not a part of my big plan to be older
這不在我的計劃之中
She wanna she wanna know my secrets
她窺視我的秘密
Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
鐫刻有你名字的子彈飛速劃過
Let my brain explode
思緒神遊
Watch them fly let the memories unfold
記憶深處被喚醒
You better bury me with gold
用黃金為我陪葬吧
Cause if not imma rot all alone
這樣我就不會獨自腐爛了
Rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
但是我會獨自腐爛，因為我無人相伴
I only see the ******* light when my friends are getting stoned
只有在我的朋友陷入困境時我才會看見微茫的曙光
I don't smoke that **** my brain to ****** up
我從不抽煙，那只會使我的大腦一團糟
If i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
我經常被噩運纏繞
Anxiety embedded in my bones
焦慮深嵌我的骨縫
When i turned 10 man i always felt all alone
當我十歲的時候，我孤身一人
9 years later you know im still floating
九年後，我仍舊四處飄蕩
Above the rough ocean treading in emotions
在波濤洶湧的海面上
Sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
我沉浮其中
I will fade away no one ever ****** knows me
我會銷聲匿跡，沒人會知道
Side note ps i would go back
旁注：回溯過往
To the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
沉浸於迷幻盛宴中
On the nights when i dream it never makes sense
在那個奇妙的夢裡
Cross the line and hurry back like im defense
我衝破禁錮，自我保護
Breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
深吸一口氣，遁入深海中
Calmer under water love when everything is silent
萬物寂靜之時，我在水的撫慰中平靜下來
Seeing faces even when im not dreaming
夢境之外，她們的面容依稀可見
Tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them
告訴我，她們真實存在嗎？你能看見她們嗎？
Side not ps im not sober
旁注：混混沌沌
Its nota part of my big plan to be older
這不在我的計劃之中
She wanna know my secrets
她窺視我的秘密
Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
鐫刻有你名字的子彈飛速劃過
Let my brain explode
思緒神遊
Watch them fly let the memories unfold
記憶深處被喚醒
You better bury me with gold
用黃金為我陪葬吧
Cause if not imma rot all alone
這樣我就不會獨自腐爛了
side note