Story Of Mine

Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Imma tell yall a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (thats right),
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [Verse 1:]
Mami never had shit, neither did pa,
And thats exactly that he beat her a lot,
So shit, as a kid
I had to be a cheater and rob,
Dealing with the consequences of me getting caught,
Life appear to be cool when
I was young cause
I didnt notice things,
Rent was paid every month with no problems so it seems,
And as I got older
I went controlling things,
Then I start to notice that shit aint the way its posed to be,
Come to find out weve been up and away,
My ma feeling like she got a knife stuck in the gut,
And dad tripping out for no reason cussin and stuff,
Im trying hard sucking it up like fuck it its us,
And Christmas in the house was not that popular,
Cause all we ever receive was socks and boxes,
My friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid ,
It was official market on our fucking family four, [Chorus:]
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Imma tell yall a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (thats right),
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [Verse 2:]
When I was 17 my dad moved out,
He refused to try help for usget a brand new house,
So that just me, my mom and my sister,
And it was up to me to be the man to polish our future,
We was slowly falling apart,
I felt the pain all in my heart,
When my mom would go and crawl in the dark,
And cry lungs out cause she knew that our time was up now,
I aint know how to deal with none of it
I was strung out,
Finally my 18th birthday hit,
I would had left,but
I had to help her pay rent,
My homies got their own place, they living very nice,
Sipping on some
Bugatti and throwing parties every night,
They mom buying cars, new 3-50
Zs, Well my moms in debt, at least 50
Gs, That means
I have to work harder just to get by,cause if
I dont well be struggling for the rest of our lives,
FUCK! [Chorus:]
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Imma tell yall a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (thats right),
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Pay attention closely to my story (alright) [Verse 3:]
God I gave my trust to you, but
I hate my fucking life,
Nothings right its cold in my world, its never summer time,
It is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle,
If imma get then it needs to happen right now,
Im one week away from jumping off a cliff,
Or putting heat up to my head, and then dumping of a cliff,
I know you think
Im just lying, cause last time
I stood next to a cliff side,
I bitchedout but imma do it this time,
Man forget, we both know
Im not, I just say that stupid shit cause
Im so low on gaup,
But for real tho, god man you have to help me out, cause
I know the road
Im rolling on is not a healthy route,
From now to back to the day
I was a little kid, shit didnt brighten up a little bit,
Now wouldnt you be a little pissed if this was you,
Yeah Im cursing this the truth,
Looks like imma have to resort to violence to get the loot, [Chorus:]
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Imma tell yall a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (thats right),
Yall now in the place to be and you rocking with the
H-O-P, Thank you for listening to my story (alright)