always been you

Sometimes it feels like it's one-sided
有時我深感並不對等
Like some type of unrequited love
是一種終無回報的愛
I keep it dark, I keep it quiet
讓自己陷於黑暗緘默
But then you come around and light me up
但你的來到將我點亮

Usually, I ain't the type to stay up all damn night thinking 'bout someone else
我一般不是那種徹夜難寐思念別人的人
It's hard to be fine when your heart's on the line and the truth is I'm going through hell
怎能安然無恙當你心模棱兩可，而我正經歷煉獄

Cause in my head, it's always been you
因為在我腦海裡，永遠都是你
Heart in my hands, hopeless cause no one can take it from you, you
真心在握，只餘絕望，因為無人能從你獲得愛情
I tried rewriting this hundreds of times
But if it ain't you, it's a lie
我已試過上百次改寫我的思緒
Yeah in my head
但若我說不再想你，便是假話
It's always been you, you
你縈繞在我腦海

一直都是你
I've been tripping, I've been sliding
I'm under water like Poseidon
我一路牽絆跌跌撞撞
Taking up space like a hyphen
波塞冬一樣身處水下
You're on my mind and I can't fight it
像連字符般徒佔空間
Yeah
我仍想你，無力抵抗

Sick of playing games with myself
厭了與自己玩弄遊戲
Sick of playing like there's someone else
倦了假裝我還有別人

Cause in my head, it's always been you
因為在我腦海裡，永遠都是你
Heart in my hands, hopeless cause no one can take it from you, you
真心在握，只餘絕望，因為無人能從你獲得愛情
I tried rewriting this hundreds of times
我已試過上百次改寫我的思緒
But if it ain't you, it's a lie
但若我說不再想你，便是假話
Yeah in my head
你縈繞在我腦海
It's always been you, you
一直都是你

Usually, I ain't the type to stay up all damn night thinking 'bout someone else
我一般不是那種徹夜難寐思念別人的人
It's hard to be fine when your heart's on the line and the truth is I'm going through hell
怎能安然無恙當你心模棱兩可，而我正經歷煉獄