Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
我受夠了再做任你擺佈的木偶
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
內心如此空虛，活在面具之下
Don't know what you're expecting of me
不知道你對我有怎樣的期待
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
沉重的壓力之下趔趄地跟著你的腳步
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每一件事對你來說都是錯誤
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，變得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
Become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
Can't you see that you're smothering me
你沒有發覺到你把我憋得喘不過氣
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
抓這麼緊，害怕失去對我的控制？
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
因為你對我抱有的一切幻想
Has fallen apart right in front of you
在你面前分崩離析
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我所做的每一件事對你來說都是錯誤
And every second I waste is more than I can take
我所浪費的每一秒鐘都難以承受
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，心如鋼鐵
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
Become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
And I know
我也明白
I may end up failing too
最終可能會鎩羽而歸
But I know
但我更知道
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
你也像我一樣經歷著別人對你的折磨和失望
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，猶如置身冰窟
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
Become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，變得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
I've become become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，心如鋼鐵
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
I've become become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，猶如置身冰窟
I can' t feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
I've become become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，變得麻木不堪
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
I've become become so tired
已經變得疲憊不堪
So much more aware
更強烈地意識到
I'm becoming this
我注定會變成這樣
All I want to do
我現在只想
Is be more like me
做更真實的我
And be less like you
不再做你的傀儡
I've become so numb
我失去熱情，心如鋼鐵
I can't feel you there
我感覺不到你身處何方
I've become become so tired
已經變得身心俱疲
So much more aware
才會有如此強烈的意識