The Emo Song

I wonder how I got this far
不知道我是怎麼走到這一步的
I only want to reach the stars
我只是想去抓住那虛幻的希望
Now all that's left is a couple scars
卻落得一手傷痕
And I can't heal
無法釋懷
I wonder how I got this far
我不知是進是退
I only want to reach the stars
我想去觸碰那希望
Now all that's left is a couple scars
如今只剩滿身傷疤
And I can't heal
仍未癒合
I used to be so happy
我曾是如此快樂
Said everyone who knew me
他們都知道的
Used to joke around the block
我們也曾常在街上相互打趣
Back when everything was funny
多懷念以前的那一切啊
Now it's all bout the money
反觀現在的一切都圍繞著金錢
And nobody cares about me
根本沒人在乎我
Or the fact that I feel lonely
事實是他們都還在
Even with these guys around me
我卻仍感到孤獨
I would never pity myself
我從不可憐我自己
And this ain't a cry for help
這也不是無痛呻吟
I'm still grindin'on the daily
我每天還在苟延殘喘
Even though it feels like hell
儘管如置身地獄
When I come home every night
當我每晚卸下防備
And lie on my bed uptight
進入家門躺下時
All I think about is how I'm losing
滿腦子充斥的都是我孤軍奮戰
Every single fight
為何屢屢失敗
I don't care about the network
我不在乎那互聯網
I just wanna do the work
我只想工作
Everyone that I made friends with
那些結交的朋友
Prolly think's that I'm a jerk
都認為我是個混蛋
I just wanna be alone
而我只是想獨自呆著
I don't wanna check my phone
不想再看手機上的消息
'Coz everytime I do it all I see
因為每當我看到時不禁懷疑
Is people that I've known
他們還是我認識的那些人嗎
I wonder how I got this far
我也不知道我是怎麼走到今天這一步的
I only want to reach the stars
我只想去接近那個虛無飄渺的希望
Now all that's left is a couple scars
卻不知不覺傷痕累累
And I can't heal
我要怎樣才能好起來
I wonder how I got this far
我該繼續堅持嗎
I only want to reach the stars
我也只是想做到這些啊
Now all that's left is a couple scars
為什麼會這樣
And I can't heal
我會好起來嗎