Heavy (feat. Kiiara)

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everythings about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I can't escape the gravity
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy
You say that Im paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so ******* messy
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Why is everything so heavy
Why is everything so heavy