in summation

Early morning
Can't corral you at all
Plus I'm broken
Cracks the devil can feel through
Can I love you
Say you got nothing to blame
I don 't know what I could tell you to
Balance the part of your brain
Where everything is gonna shell you out
I'll do my best right now
If you want me
I won't leave
I'm afraid of what's ahead
Based on what I've seen behind me
Life's different now but I'm still stressed
Think pavlov
Confined inside all these
Heuristics that haunt me
Safety stays on my mind
When it's not
Needed or wanted,I'll be just fine
Some things don't fully dull with passage of time
Hills we got over
Distorted my lens
Perspective distracting and killing my chance at living life
Outside of this whole hurricane
Please don't hurt me again
Can I love you
Say you got nothing to blame
I don't know what I could tell you to
Balance the part of your brain
Where everything is gonna shell you out
I'll do my best right now
If you want me
I won't leave
Ask how I'm doing today
Nothin that I wanna tell you
I'm making a deal with the shame
Praying to God He won't sell me out
I'll do my best right now
If you want me
I won't leave
I got a right to every
Fear that I been through
I know this isn't healthy
God keep working inside me
To reprise
My faith
If you still want me
I'll never leave you